"We're friend by the way" you said this wif your smile..
Sometime I was happy when I remember this,
But sometime My tears are drop when I remember this...~
Now I realize that you're too happy with her,
Coz eventhought she's not good to you ,
she treat jus like you've been treat me b4,
Eventhought she's getting colder to you ,
But you still loving her, you wont give up and you try your best to make her realize that you love her so...
"I am feel happy that you finally found ur happiness"...Im telling you this word full of smile, but you never find out that I was crying ,There's tearsdrop in my eyes...~
Maybe you think I am really trying my best to forget all about us ...
But actually , honestly , Im just cheating you...
Coz I wont forget our bitter & sweet memories ..Its hard to get it , Its to get your love...So , I choose to not to forget our memories...That's only our memories, maybe u choose to forget it But I gotta tell you Im sorry , I wont forget:)
I know I shouldn't love you rite now, but Im reli trying to not love you..
Unfortunately , I keep on trying my hardset but reli cant do it at all Im sorry, But I try my best anyway...
Meanwhile, I'll put you in oe place that's too deep, that's no one will find out - - - it's my HEART..~
It was sad to keep looking both of you were too happy and talking to each other.. I can feel it , I can feel the taste of happiness...~
And I will not chatting with you anymore, I will not disturb your life anymore:)
Eventhought we're still FRIEND but I cant just to be your friend...
I know im too selfish..Who are not selfish in love? I believe who also will be selfish about love...
So I choose not to contact you , I know its suffer alots but I have to , rite?
So ,
BEST FRIEND, Hope you'll happy for all the times:)
BEST FRIEND, Dont forget , if you're not happy , u can find me:)
BEST FRIEND, Dont forget Im always by ur side:)
BEST FRIEND, Dont forget ,
IM STILL LOVING YOU AS MY FRIEND AND MY LOVER...
