TODAY..

Hmm...
There's many thing I want to say ,
Errmmm...
Today , I saw someone's blog,
Guess , what'd she write that make me so upset?
hehehes...

I know , my frens and me love to make up , but which one of you didn't make up when u wana hang out?
I know , My skin was not so fair , not fair as yours, But I can say that's not a crime...
I know , my buddy's stuff all is branded , but that's not a crime..
I know , my buddy's skin was so fair ,but that's not a crime ..
And I know , one of my buddy doesn't know how to wear a fashionable clothes , but that's not a crime..
As long , we're not like you , love to insult innocent people..:)
So , girl , wake up , you're not good as a model ..
Im dark , her attitude like a bigger miss , my buddy's are fairer than you , she doesn't know what is fashion ...
But....we're better than you at one thing that you dont know:)
Honestly , I hate to insulting you , but no choice , you pissed me off!!
Please , We respect you , so , you better respect us too....:)


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Silly me , 天真的我♥

男生就是男生。
无法去改掉。

天真的我，总是受伤害。
想找个真正属于我的男人，都不能。

难道，现在这个年纪真的不适合谈恋爱？
也许是吧。

我...一直的念念不忘同一个人。
心想着，他会不会像我一样，还是...忘了我是谁呢？
会不会像我一样，每一夜都会睡不着，唯一睡不着的原因就是想你了。
会不会像我一样，当你在嘻嘻哈哈的笑着时，会突然的想起我的笑容？
会还是不会，我想我知道答案了。

你我，有时都会聊个天，但有时候，你似乎忘了我是谁。
难道，当你觉得自己闷或寂寞的时候，才会突然的想起一个这样的我？
你知不知道，每当我想起你的时候，我的眼泪都会落下，不是我爱哭而是我觉得很失落。
好想找你聊个天，打好字却不敢按发送。
天真的我以为，每晚发一封晚安的信息你就会习惯，你就会知道我在想你，但到最后，你却一点反应都没有。

你从没知道，我心里到底在想些什么。
每当...每当我要放弃你的时候，你却找了我。
每当，我找你聊一聊时，你却敷衍了我。
每一次，我想要你的陪伴时，你却抛弃了我。
而...天真的我，随时，都呆在你身边。
当你需要我的陪伴时，我都会在。
当你需要我陪你聊一聊时，我都会在。
但是，我呢？你却不在。

不是我情绪化，而是，我的心狠疼，真的很疼。
也许有时候，你会觉得我都很开心，电话里的我，的确很快了，但一旦没聊了，眼泪自动流下。

听人说，你很花心。
听人说，你说谎。
但是，外人所说的话，我却听不进去。
天真的我，却还要逞强。

How silly am I ,
Some people say not worth at all,
But I rather Im the one who get all of the painfulness,
Silly me , silly me ,
Coz even how I responsible all the mistake u did ,
u're not even looking at me , u're not even feel grateful..

♥

Now I realize how silly am I....

Im tired enough

Recently, I cant sleep...
I have no idea, why did I'll become like this..><

Maybe moody,
Maybe I feel so lost...

Hmmm...

Some people ask,
"ling, how's ur love?"
I was thinking what should I answer?
Goood? I dont think so?
Suffer? hmm...sometimes...><

I wonder , what's the feeling that he thinks about me..
WHAT?!
I never knew the answer , coz he wont give me any answers..

Btw, im okay..
Since I'd lost my first love ,
Im habit the brokenhearted feelings..

Yeaa... These days , I cant fall asleep..
Always , always I need to cry then only can sleep..
You know what? Im tired to continue play this game..
Do you know?
Sometime when I had choose to give up ,
then you're coming back by my side...
Sometime when I feel so lost you're gone...

What's that?
Are you just going to flirt with me when you needed me?
and after you felt bored then you only had think bout me?
Is it?

You think is this all I want?
Nope!
It's just tiring me..
I cried because I cant handle it anymore..
I miss you ,
Miss you like crazy..
You're the first boy I'd ever fell in love ,
but seem like you did not want to know bout it and care bout it..

I smile ,
I laugh,
and I cry...
Pity me , stupid me ...
Are you just wanted to dumb for all this time?

Baby, Im tired , if you're reli did not like me ,
so please , just leave me alone..

Because of you , I become another me...

Lastly, I did like you , always, feel grateful that you accompany me these days...


Thank You..